I always told myself I wouldn’t let them win…
God I said it with all my heart.
But they won.
I can’t say we were the most adored couple
I’m so confident there was so much negative energy thrown towards us
The positive energies were not enough.
And whats worst is that most of this negative…
Oh to love you, I can’t even explain
It’s like flying a plane.
Except when it lands, all is still there
Altogether with the gratitude,
I still feel in the air.
Oh to love you, I can’t even say
It’s like a ship out of the bay
With all the wind, and with all the speed
and I don’t even have to plead.
Oh to love you, I must confess
Theres no better hobbie
So I must obsses.
I wished to have you
On my deepest dreams
But you never wished
To be my soft gleam.
The much that I loved you,
Should’ve been all
To at least get me
a two-minute phone call.
We never danced to a toast of champagne
But kissed so deeply in the rain,
And for me that was it
No more lust to be.
But for you it was nothing
Not even a bit
Of the true luxury you deserved to ommit.
The much that I loved you, made me forgive
But never truly understand your motive.
You feel like fresh drags of cigarettes on a stressfull day
Like a light of hope that sparks through the lit candle
Smelling so pure, so real
Bringing in slight scent to the room where I keep my conceal.
Although to me you seem like you could be
The breath of fresh air after a long sleep,
I must admit I thought of you true,
Only the light that never gets through.
Not cause its low, or not cause its pale,
But because my room is no avail.
Not due to you, but yes due to me
And the precise idea that I can’t be.
I try and I try, but can’t seem to reach
the unexplainable point of that speech.
So as much as I wish to, I can’t ask for more
Cause I can’t be the girl you wish to adore.